I'm tired of waiting for the end of the contest so
I'm reminiding you that you have time until the 14 of August to send me an avatar or a portrait, anyway if you need something more read the rules here: [link]I'm leaving for holidays the 16th of August and I think I won't be here, I'll just respond to comments and maybe thank for the faves, cos I wont have my pc there I'll ask for the Hotel's one.
I'm thinking about some pics and one's for the contest of Deviant Dolls, but I don't know if I will send something...wah.
Tomorrow I'm leaving for the week-end, I'll go to the river with my cousin and her friends, I hope it will be fun.
I'm already thinking about the end of my subscription even if it's too early to think of that... My mom woks but I don't have the money for stupid things such a Subscription on DA even if for me it isn't a stupid thing.
I'll try to work, I want to be a Photographer, but for that I need a porfolio and someone who cares to take me in a studio, since I'm a self-learner. My dad taught me some things before leaving this earth, so I could walk on my legs, but I need some other thing to learn and I don't have the money to go in a real photography school. It sucks, really.
I'm tired, so, so, so, tired of being like this.
I mean, I have quite everything I want, but I can't see people happy, I can't realize something in my life. I have a band and I have a broken family but it's all for me, I have friends and I can go to school and this is all I need. But I deserve more, something better. Because I never stopped believing that I'm something and someday light will shine on us.
I'm always thinking about how poor are people who have everything, because they can't be happy of what they have, they always want more, and they're always depressed.
I'm never depressed even if my mom says "no this shirt is too expensive for us" I smile and I think that I'm still alive and healty, living in a warm house.
I wanted to have some attention here but I just got the same things I get outside so I'm really thinking about leaving DA after the end of my subscription (because it costed money to a person, so it doesnt need to be wasted).
Have a good time, enjoy what you have and live every single minute of your lives
Tired 
Defeated
Devious Comments
THNX for the feature
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All the make-up cannot hide the fact..
That you're gone and you're never coming back...
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~Sweet-Decadence-Club
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The other features are really nice also ^^
Anyway...
Good luck with whatever you decide to do with your life, photography rules and I'm thinking on quitting graphical design to start making a living out of photography, I'm also self tought and don't have much money to pay classes or something, but teachers here are really nice with people they see that really love photography and tend to save some spare time to teach you something ^^
Add me to msn if you like and we'll talk, bye ^^
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Stop thanking me for giving you favs you've earned with your talent and skills! If you want to be gratefull critic my art!
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All the make-up cannot hide the fact..
That you're gone and you're never coming back...
it's so depressing but it's true ^^
Good luck for the exposition anyway! it seems to be very big! and thanks a lot for your advice
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~Sweet-Decadence-Club
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My one and only account for art & stock: *blackkitty666
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~Sweet-Decadence-Club
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Wait
I know your heart's been shattered.
But there's someone worth the wait.
There's so much more that matters
And I know you will be alright,
Just try to love the little things in life
Like running in the rain.
don't search for it just live your life.
and I think you can't leave. you love to take photos and it's a talent you can't give up. really. talents are gifts. like your voice.
and btw. it would make me really really sad.
I am always happy to see new pics of you, my love. and the important thing is. don't just do it for other people..do it for yourself! and when just ONE love it is it enough. I hope you know what I mean. noone can be famous over night, you know. you have to work on it.
and the thing with the photography school. like I said. maybe not today but in some time. sometimes we have to be really really patient.
hope you understand what I mean.
"andy you are a star"
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she's a burning string. I'm just the ashes.
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