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Journal Entry: Thu Jun 26, 2008, 5:34 AM
  • Mood: Stuck
  • Listening to: Suicide Vampire - Theatres Des Vampires
  • Reading: Siddharta
  • Watching: The screen
  • Playing: With my life
  • Eating: My stomach
  • Drinking: Wine
Still Waiting For The Rain

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I see a long line in front of me, time will pass, everything will be burned and it will become ashes. So will do my heart, it will be blown by the wind and spread in a genlty rain.
I will stay alone, no one will be my half, no one will think of me all day long, I will be in no one's dreams, I will sleep in no one's bed.

Time's passed since I heard the first beat of my delicate heart but no one kept it safe, it has been broken, it has been punched, it has been killed. Love won't come into my soul never again, I will drown in hate and solitude until I will see the last day of my life.

I feel able to take care of someone, I feel I can love someone more than myself, I wanted to give myself to someone and lock my heart in a box and then give it to love, I'd throw away the keays or just I'd tie the key around my babe's neck, for all the time that Love will walk by my side and let me be two-as-one.

But that love doesn't exist, I will spend all the time at my window, trying to look for who will sing to me a love song. I've been cursed by feelings, I've been imprisoned into a cage of sadness and I will die inside of it, if no one will feed me with love's sweetness.



This is a song I wrote, the best one to show my feelings...

:kiss: See Ya next sad and blue journal :kiss:





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thats why i said today to go for it....remember??

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I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides
:hug: lol but I'm too shy, I need someone to come to me :D

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:heart: All My Screaming Has Gone Unheard :heart:
~Sweet-Decadence-Club
In life sometimes u need to go for it :D

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I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides
it scares me :S

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:heart: All My Screaming Has Gone Unheard :heart:
~Sweet-Decadence-Club
:hug:?

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Stay low
soft, dark, and dreamless
far beneath my nightmares
and loneliness
I hate me....
Its a beautiful sonG!
But so sad :(
:hug:

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Remember to live Forever...
Remember to live for Love...
:heart:
:hug:!

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:heart: All My Screaming Has Gone Unheard :heart:
~Sweet-Decadence-Club
:glomp:

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Stay low
soft, dark, and dreamless
far beneath my nightmares
and loneliness
I hate me....
:blowkiss:

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:heart: All My Screaming Has Gone Unheard :heart:
~Sweet-Decadence-Club

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