I'm on the special mood of strange feelings

Just sit now. Imagine to be to the airport seeing all the people leaving and arriving. Your hand is tight between two warm hands.
The sun is softly touching his hair, lightning in his deep eyes.
Your heart is trying to find the strength not to cry and let sea of tears running out from your broken soul.
A voice calls the last time.
He's standing now, in front of you. You won't ever forget the warmth of his hands, or the smell of his neck.
You with you could die in that moment, you wish you could be someone else...or just becoming important enough to join him and never leave him.
He gets closer and takes your little body inside his arms. Your heart's stopping. This is the last time you'll feel like you're safe at home.
Smell deeply his neck. You'll never taste him again.
Softly his lips touch yours and you surrender, abandoning yourself in the pain. You wish this could last enough to die in his arms.
The Last Kiss
Like it was started it ended, so you sttod alone even if in the crowd, watching your heart running on the plane, leaving for somewhere away from you.

Goodbye

My current mood is killing all the crativity in me, so exuse my lack of photos or journals...
Art is not helping me this time.

<sub>Stay low
Soft, dark, and dreamless
Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness
I hate me
For breathing without you
I don't want to feel anymore for you

Grieving for you
I'm not grieving for you
Nothing real love can't undo
And though I may have lost my way
All paths lead straight to you

I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you

Halo
Blinding wall between us
Melt away and leave us alone again
The humming, haunted somewhere out there
I believe our love can see us through in death

I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you

You're not alone
No matter what they told you, you're not alone
I'll be right beside you forevermore

I long to be like you, sis
Lie cold in the ground like you, dear
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you
And as we lay in silent bliss
I know you remember me
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you</sub>

Will an heart shattered ever heal?