"I wish I could burn this life like I burn of love for you"

..I've been looking in the mirror for too long that I come to believe my soul's on the other side...

This is the last month of school, this is the hardest part of the year even if it's the last.
I'm so busy with school and life that I can't even take a poor picture...I promised myself not to post poor shots because I'm a good photographer I don't have to waste my time
I can't wait to have my sing class friday, I have to study for a test but I care more about singing that making that useless test...It won't take me anywhere.

I decided my tattoo, it's Evanescence symbol with a name of a song written inside, this is secre until I do it.
That song is very important for me, it changed my life. It lived with me and it has been the theme of my life until now.
The second tattoo will be a date, very important too, and this is secret.
The third tattoo will be a strange treble clef, I think with a gothic shape or something like that, the tattoo boy will make something special.

I've been thinking about them so much, but now I'm sure. I need to print endlessly somethng on my skin, I want to remember, I want to leave a sign of my pain and my sorrow and my happyness and be born again.
I wanted someone to draw an angel, but I think it's too ownish and I feel it like a bond between me and this person, so the tattoo will be my own and they'll be about me, myself and I.


This is a strange period.
Music is keeping me up I don't know for how long. This is my scream...I can't tell to anyone...They're too busy and happy to listen to me, I don't wanna ruin anyone's life while mine is completely gone.


The words have been drained from this pencil
Sweet words that I want to give you
And I can't sleep
I need to tell you
Goodnight

When we're together, I feel perfect
When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart
All you say is sacred to me
Your eyes are so blue
I can't look away
As we lay in the stillness
You whisper to me

Amy, marry me
Promise you'll stay with me
Oh you don't have to ask me
You know you're all that I live for
You know I'd die just to hold you
Stay with you
Somehow I'll show you
That you are my night sky
I've always been right behind you
Now I'll always be right beside you

So many nights I cried myself to sleep
Now that you love me, I love myself
I never thought I would say this
I never thought there'd be
You


With Love,
_Andy